With (out) You

I miss you…
But I’m force to live on without you
I can take your memory on with me
But I feel like I will slowly forget you
I experience new things and wish you experience them with me
But at times I just wish I was taken away with you
I see that being without you strengths me
But I feell at times I was abandoned by you
I know it wasn’t you choice
But I just want to hear at least once more your voice
Get a chance to read the new words you write
Smell the familiar scent you give
Touch you the same ways you loved me to feel you
And just lay with you through the night and early in the day
But I know if you were here I wouldn’t be the new me I’ve become
The stronger, bolder, more focused on finding my own wayI miss you I’ll always love you and have a place missing in me for you
But in you passing I’ve become a better person
With and without you

Jalili B. Jimiyu

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