I stood in my corner talking
Planning, debating
Symbolically of the way Malcolm and Martin must have
Out the corner of my eye I saw
Beauty....
She stepped forward smiling
Eyes peering out the top of her lids
Lips hidden in her mouth, tongue in the corner
She said hello as she join into the talk of change
But she had changing her sheets on her mind
Though at the time I didn't see it just a bold mind
In a pretty face
On a rambunctiously banging frame
I focused on her eyes but I wanted to look lower
She made it easier for me to look
As she pushed closer to me
Touching me with "her"
I stood my vocal ground keeping my focus
But she focused on me and my focus went
South....
Thoughts of what would happen next tumbled through my mind
I chewed my lip down to my chin
My heart raced blood
South....
As she motioned her finger for me to come closer
Her lips touched my ear then she spoke,
"Do you like music and would you be interested in singing with me?"
I struggled to get what she meant know she said what she means
But I was still lost in her tongue turning in her mouth making the words I heard
I stayed cool smiled and simply called her "bad"
Tonight she was planning on showing me her badness she kept
South....
It was a satisfying flash of heat sheets and "wet meat"
All I could do when I opened my eyes to her hair on my face and neck
Was smile and dance in my orignal outfit
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Saturday, May 31, 2008
What Happened last night
She was almost ashamed of what she did
The long rough slips in her best position
The fact she never let loose with a stranger before
How aggressive she was as she pushed him into her world
He wasn't the average man she was attracted to
A thinker not a swinger
Mellow and not a lair
He lived by sense and not living it up
He was boring to her untrained eye
But her seasoned mind saw otherwise
As he spoke she shivered from between her legs up
Through her nipples and through the roots of her hair
She stepped in his space with dilated features
Ready movements and thought provoking tendencies
The words came from a place she's never been
She witnesses the shocking glee in his face as she lead the convo direction
South....
He spoke as well mostly following her lead
Taking him to her chambers where she let her freedom reign
Using him the way she had been for pleasure with no feeling other than
South....
Yelling freely giving away all her modesty as she touched herself with his hands
She laid across him keeping him in place as she slept
Waking the next morning still drapped over him
She smiled with cat eyes at her prowling conquest.
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
The long rough slips in her best position
The fact she never let loose with a stranger before
How aggressive she was as she pushed him into her world
He wasn't the average man she was attracted to
A thinker not a swinger
Mellow and not a lair
He lived by sense and not living it up
He was boring to her untrained eye
But her seasoned mind saw otherwise
As he spoke she shivered from between her legs up
Through her nipples and through the roots of her hair
She stepped in his space with dilated features
Ready movements and thought provoking tendencies
The words came from a place she's never been
She witnesses the shocking glee in his face as she lead the convo direction
South....
He spoke as well mostly following her lead
Taking him to her chambers where she let her freedom reign
Using him the way she had been for pleasure with no feeling other than
South....
Yelling freely giving away all her modesty as she touched herself with his hands
She laid across him keeping him in place as she slept
Waking the next morning still drapped over him
She smiled with cat eyes at her prowling conquest.
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
My Faith
Something knocked
Pushed in my chest
Making my soul shake
My ears opened allowing me to hear betweem the lines
Giving me ensite into the truth
My eyes opened seeing what was meant to be invisible
This heart began to beat with a determination keeping me alive
This mind was filled with teachings
Life lessons that made me understand my purpose
I watched suns rise, moons glow
Shined under stars, rained with clouds
Boomed with thunder, quaked with the Earth
And as fires blazed and the skys cleared
I've survived in wishes of death
Found peace during storms
Above all found lifes definitions when things became meaningless
I found that there is away which I found alone
I found faith but it was in me I believed in
In this hell called living life became my heaven
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Pushed in my chest
Making my soul shake
My ears opened allowing me to hear betweem the lines
Giving me ensite into the truth
My eyes opened seeing what was meant to be invisible
This heart began to beat with a determination keeping me alive
This mind was filled with teachings
Life lessons that made me understand my purpose
I watched suns rise, moons glow
Shined under stars, rained with clouds
Boomed with thunder, quaked with the Earth
And as fires blazed and the skys cleared
I've survived in wishes of death
Found peace during storms
Above all found lifes definitions when things became meaningless
I found that there is away which I found alone
I found faith but it was in me I believed in
In this hell called living life became my heaven
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Written in your eyes
It's there in your face
You want it all how it was
You want what is in your dreams
What is played in your memories
The reason for that burning
Why you keep those little things
Why you are attracted to women that remind you of her
The way you walk
The things you speak
How you wish to live your life
Is just your way to live in her moment
It's all in your eyes
Slightly red glassy with no ganja intake
The crackling voice that water can't fix
That quiet pause that is ignighted with a thought
You can't cover that up with different views
Changing your clothing
Altering your habits
Avoiding certain songs
It's written all over you
You want to go to her
Have that life you planned with her
Those two kids, the house the trips
She was the reason you got that passport with no destination
Written in your eyes is your feelings
That's why you keep coming back to me
Looking different acting out
But you hide your eyes at "those times"
Still you can't stay away from the mirror
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
You want it all how it was
You want what is in your dreams
What is played in your memories
The reason for that burning
Why you keep those little things
Why you are attracted to women that remind you of her
The way you walk
The things you speak
How you wish to live your life
Is just your way to live in her moment
It's all in your eyes
Slightly red glassy with no ganja intake
The crackling voice that water can't fix
That quiet pause that is ignighted with a thought
You can't cover that up with different views
Changing your clothing
Altering your habits
Avoiding certain songs
It's written all over you
You want to go to her
Have that life you planned with her
Those two kids, the house the trips
She was the reason you got that passport with no destination
Written in your eyes is your feelings
That's why you keep coming back to me
Looking different acting out
But you hide your eyes at "those times"
Still you can't stay away from the mirror
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Wrong Abortion
Please pardon her for her postpartum
Her sadness after baby dropping
She's sad and mad from her children's bad
They take advantage with reckless abandon
Use her resources with zero recourse
Maybe she had the wrong abortion that allowed us grow to numerous
We over run our given space and kill each of fighting for a little more
Change the weather, chop up neighbors eating the meat and wearing the leather
Pack them all together and she is forced to collect the methane from the heffers
She cry's some acid as we burn off a pile of plastic
So we can't get mad for her discipline of our badness
She didn't cause the levee breaks or the oil mistakes
The wars for cash the racial clash the pointless space dash
She didn't melt the polar land or killed the panda
But she shows her disappointment when the ground shakes
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Her sadness after baby dropping
She's sad and mad from her children's bad
They take advantage with reckless abandon
Use her resources with zero recourse
Maybe she had the wrong abortion that allowed us grow to numerous
We over run our given space and kill each of fighting for a little more
Change the weather, chop up neighbors eating the meat and wearing the leather
Pack them all together and she is forced to collect the methane from the heffers
She cry's some acid as we burn off a pile of plastic
So we can't get mad for her discipline of our badness
She didn't cause the levee breaks or the oil mistakes
The wars for cash the racial clash the pointless space dash
She didn't melt the polar land or killed the panda
But she shows her disappointment when the ground shakes
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Count for the rise
One for the hustle
Two focusless free hope
Three run the streets
Four sling the white man's posion
Five knows wrong from right but says no to quiting
Six rocks in the left sock
Seven things are heavy
Eight life is pain
Nine pass the prduct
Ten junky and pusher meet different ends
Pigs rush the area
Play boi cornered quick
Base head swallows shit
Cops make him vomit
The others whop the kid
Mother gives a fuck
High again for the night
Gets locked away
Eleven fights back
Twelve nothing to lose
Thriteen years old get 2nd prior
Fourteen police state winning battle
Fifteen he gets sent to bad kids school
Sixteen a stand out fool
Seventeen has a baby
In that moment he gets some since
Once again flee's from school
Got to make that money
But doesn't follow daddys path
Gets a pit of feeling
Writes a few lines
Takes it to a stage with a beat
Eighteen makes more songs
Nineteen forgos getting signed
Pushes it his way
Tells the real fuck the fake
Living peacfully today
Best part about it
Twenty made it out without pushing a pound of hard
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Two focusless free hope
Three run the streets
Four sling the white man's posion
Five knows wrong from right but says no to quiting
Six rocks in the left sock
Seven things are heavy
Eight life is pain
Nine pass the prduct
Ten junky and pusher meet different ends
Pigs rush the area
Play boi cornered quick
Base head swallows shit
Cops make him vomit
The others whop the kid
Mother gives a fuck
High again for the night
Gets locked away
Eleven fights back
Twelve nothing to lose
Thriteen years old get 2nd prior
Fourteen police state winning battle
Fifteen he gets sent to bad kids school
Sixteen a stand out fool
Seventeen has a baby
In that moment he gets some since
Once again flee's from school
Got to make that money
But doesn't follow daddys path
Gets a pit of feeling
Writes a few lines
Takes it to a stage with a beat
Eighteen makes more songs
Nineteen forgos getting signed
Pushes it his way
Tells the real fuck the fake
Living peacfully today
Best part about it
Twenty made it out without pushing a pound of hard
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Naked
Naked, you could see everything
From lip to lip
Every mark on her hips
The scratches on her arms
The stretching from her belly miscarriage
Her chest sat high lightly held by time and gravity
Her ass firm, tight from years of walking alone
I saw everything as she peeled away her close and caution
I saw the sadness of her past in her face
The she saw all of me as I undressed
Scarred neck slash
The deep cut from youth on my cheek
She touched my chest feeling the trembles in my rib cage
My tattooed arms wrapped around her
The birth mark on her chin pointed to the sky as her legs pulled me in her
She looked deep into my red stained eyes running her fingers in my afro
Moaned the pain away in my ears
I jerked the frustration free thrusting the world off my back
This was to be a fly by night moment
Neither of us felt anything but a sexual attraction
But as we melted together we felt a simple connection
We saw each others life of death and love of hate
We arrived at the same stop and floated to our destination
Before leaving I stood by the site of the bed
Looking over our satisfaction as she slept
Wanting to get back in her rhythm I stopped short and got dressed instead
She knew and I felt that this one time was special
A repeat to find that feeling the connection again
Would only leave us upset and naked
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
From lip to lip
Every mark on her hips
The scratches on her arms
The stretching from her belly miscarriage
Her chest sat high lightly held by time and gravity
Her ass firm, tight from years of walking alone
I saw everything as she peeled away her close and caution
I saw the sadness of her past in her face
The she saw all of me as I undressed
Scarred neck slash
The deep cut from youth on my cheek
She touched my chest feeling the trembles in my rib cage
My tattooed arms wrapped around her
The birth mark on her chin pointed to the sky as her legs pulled me in her
She looked deep into my red stained eyes running her fingers in my afro
Moaned the pain away in my ears
I jerked the frustration free thrusting the world off my back
This was to be a fly by night moment
Neither of us felt anything but a sexual attraction
But as we melted together we felt a simple connection
We saw each others life of death and love of hate
We arrived at the same stop and floated to our destination
Before leaving I stood by the site of the bed
Looking over our satisfaction as she slept
Wanting to get back in her rhythm I stopped short and got dressed instead
She knew and I felt that this one time was special
A repeat to find that feeling the connection again
Would only leave us upset and naked
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Black Alley
Where they push you aside
Focus on here say
Never looking pass the outer
Believing what history lied to them was the inner
Where they put more effort into murder
The working just that hard for lifting
Picking sides based on who they are told they are
Trying to live up to someone elses opposing views
Where they lock you off for thinking
Stabbing you with the hand not shaken
Burn you with then flame unending
Tell you to live in reality and forget this "Freedom"
Where they hope you stay
Never getting what they owe and should pay
Kicking down ladders they've slimbed
Hating you for not being "Safe"
Where they want you to die
Black Alley
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Focus on here say
Never looking pass the outer
Believing what history lied to them was the inner
Where they put more effort into murder
The working just that hard for lifting
Picking sides based on who they are told they are
Trying to live up to someone elses opposing views
Where they lock you off for thinking
Stabbing you with the hand not shaken
Burn you with then flame unending
Tell you to live in reality and forget this "Freedom"
Where they hope you stay
Never getting what they owe and should pay
Kicking down ladders they've slimbed
Hating you for not being "Safe"
Where they want you to die
Black Alley
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Workaholic
Opening my eyes this morning I knew I had a day to myself
Free of work expectations and time limits
Still I woke with a need to do something But I had nothing to do
I think I have become a workaholic conditioned to busy myself
Because there is no purpose to this feeling other than to keep busy
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Free of work expectations and time limits
Still I woke with a need to do something But I had nothing to do
I think I have become a workaholic conditioned to busy myself
Because there is no purpose to this feeling other than to keep busy
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Definition (14)
I am what you believe
Keeping the truth to a distance and lies close
I am the voice heard and accepted
The blame of the victim
The tongue of the snake
I am the Amerikkka fable
The educational stable
The bliss of ignorance without knowing your high
I am the ignoring of the pink elephant
The blind arrogance
I am taught to your children
Study with no research
And swallowed with pride
I am learned rarely rejected often projected on the masses
I am Deceit
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Keeping the truth to a distance and lies close
I am the voice heard and accepted
The blame of the victim
The tongue of the snake
I am the Amerikkka fable
The educational stable
The bliss of ignorance without knowing your high
I am the ignoring of the pink elephant
The blind arrogance
I am taught to your children
Study with no research
And swallowed with pride
I am learned rarely rejected often projected on the masses
I am Deceit
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Definition (13)
I make you feel good with wrong
I'm like sex without a condom
Which can result in a million problems
I will climb in you and rock you to sleep
Take your hopes dreams turning them into me
Eat you alive robing your thoughts
Sex away you furture
Love away you focus
Leave you deaf dumb and naked
Make you do what you never wanted just for me
All because I have become that bad part of you
I will take away all you hold dear
I am Addiction
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
I'm like sex without a condom
Which can result in a million problems
I will climb in you and rock you to sleep
Take your hopes dreams turning them into me
Eat you alive robing your thoughts
Sex away you furture
Love away you focus
Leave you deaf dumb and naked
Make you do what you never wanted just for me
All because I have become that bad part of you
I will take away all you hold dear
I am Addiction
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
To be FREE
Be willing to take on mountains
Fight wind, out run rain, speak louder than thunder
Be willing to shake foundations
Crumble walls, close cracks, Redirect orbit
Be willing to test God
Challenge Allah, Wrestle with Jah, Educate Buddha
Be willing to go against your own mind
Break your limits, Conquer your fears, Alter your destiny
To be FREE be willing to change existence itself
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Fight wind, out run rain, speak louder than thunder
Be willing to shake foundations
Crumble walls, close cracks, Redirect orbit
Be willing to test God
Challenge Allah, Wrestle with Jah, Educate Buddha
Be willing to go against your own mind
Break your limits, Conquer your fears, Alter your destiny
To be FREE be willing to change existence itself
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
What is Afrikan
Is it poverty
is it illness
is it stupidity
is it false reality
What is Afrikan
Is it problematic
is it ugly
is it criminal is it death
What is Afrikan
Is it hellis it wrong
is it bad
is it scary
If you let them tell it WE ARE
Poverty because we don't understand money
Illness because we are dying off
Stupidity because we aren't capable of intellect
A false reality because we have no cultureI
f they have their say WE ARE
Problematic if we learn who we really are
Ugly when we stay our natural selfs
Criminal when we stand together and push them out
Death if they become the royalty they are
If we do not return to who we are WE WILL BE
In hell forever like we are now
Wrong when we don't stand for whats right
Bad if we just take what we are given and die
Scary to our children as we fall
FALL for the same games that train and kill us
Never helping us rise, leaving only future pain for our children's failure
What is Afrikan, What is Black, What is Us
It is what we make it, what we aspire to, what we wish to be and what we need to be
Afrikan is hope, pride, a guild
Afrikan is who I am, who I have found, who I have always been
Finally welcoming it myself....and passing to on
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Is it poverty
is it illness
is it stupidity
is it false reality
What is Afrikan
Is it problematic
is it ugly
is it criminal is it death
What is Afrikan
Is it hellis it wrong
is it bad
is it scary
If you let them tell it WE ARE
Poverty because we don't understand money
Illness because we are dying off
Stupidity because we aren't capable of intellect
A false reality because we have no cultureI
f they have their say WE ARE
Problematic if we learn who we really are
Ugly when we stay our natural selfs
Criminal when we stand together and push them out
Death if they become the royalty they are
If we do not return to who we are WE WILL BE
In hell forever like we are now
Wrong when we don't stand for whats right
Bad if we just take what we are given and die
Scary to our children as we fall
FALL for the same games that train and kill us
Never helping us rise, leaving only future pain for our children's failure
What is Afrikan, What is Black, What is Us
It is what we make it, what we aspire to, what we wish to be and what we need to be
Afrikan is hope, pride, a guild
Afrikan is who I am, who I have found, who I have always been
Finally welcoming it myself....and passing to on
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Stick up
“Shut the fuck up and get against the wall”
Broken, desperate, tired, sad and alone
9mm in one hand back of this crackers neck in the other
Mindful to keep his eyes forward pressing the pistol into his temple
Snatching his wallet then knocking him to the ground
Broken, desperate, tired, sad and alone
With his $97 food is bought and bus fair to 3 job interviews
Squeezing out a few extra for a small pack of pampers
Then off to the corner to pawnshop to sell of the gun
$40 bucks richer….still
Broken being pushed to that level
Desperate with no hope because nothing good ever comes in
Tired of his pain of waking to poverty before bed
Sad, never thought life would turn out this way
Alone because he knows what he can do
Only problem is the world constantly screams in his ear
“Nigger this is a stick up
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Broken, desperate, tired, sad and alone
9mm in one hand back of this crackers neck in the other
Mindful to keep his eyes forward pressing the pistol into his temple
Snatching his wallet then knocking him to the ground
Broken, desperate, tired, sad and alone
With his $97 food is bought and bus fair to 3 job interviews
Squeezing out a few extra for a small pack of pampers
Then off to the corner to pawnshop to sell of the gun
$40 bucks richer….still
Broken being pushed to that level
Desperate with no hope because nothing good ever comes in
Tired of his pain of waking to poverty before bed
Sad, never thought life would turn out this way
Alone because he knows what he can do
Only problem is the world constantly screams in his ear
“Nigger this is a stick up
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
When you get there
When you get there
When you get there you’ll understand our feelings
Our passion to fight our reason for treason
When you live our way at the bottom fighting the top
Pushing through the crowded oppressed ignoring the blessed
When you have less and heave that taken
Sleeping in the concrete jungles picking fruit from barbwire trees
Only to see your efforts to feed your family, go no where
When you cry how we cry die how we die when you try how we try
To get the same outside blame for locked away opportunity
You’ll understand the sufferings fame
Get the grovaler’s game
Feel the dignified’s shame
When you go from everything to an unknown nation of nothing
Given the same nothing
Have your children’s great grandchildren taught they have something
And to have faith in an after life when you’re made for this life
When you get there you’ll fully understand our feelings
Our unending passion to fight the undeniable reason for this treason
Only after you get there…
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
When you get there you’ll understand our feelings
Our passion to fight our reason for treason
When you live our way at the bottom fighting the top
Pushing through the crowded oppressed ignoring the blessed
When you have less and heave that taken
Sleeping in the concrete jungles picking fruit from barbwire trees
Only to see your efforts to feed your family, go no where
When you cry how we cry die how we die when you try how we try
To get the same outside blame for locked away opportunity
You’ll understand the sufferings fame
Get the grovaler’s game
Feel the dignified’s shame
When you go from everything to an unknown nation of nothing
Given the same nothing
Have your children’s great grandchildren taught they have something
And to have faith in an after life when you’re made for this life
When you get there you’ll fully understand our feelings
Our unending passion to fight the undeniable reason for this treason
Only after you get there…
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Scar Tissue
There could have been many roads taken to today
Ignorance
Foolishness
Selfishness greed
Being like the mass lost living it all away
Partying
Freaking
Working Bleeding
But the choice to be free out weighted settling to me
So I suffered
Cried
Pulled away from all lies
Sought out meaning for this meaningless life
Got cut
Broken
Emotionally and spiritually scarred
Developed a tough skin to stand up to worldly shrapnel shards
Hurt
Pain
I also lost shame
Became of voice of national treason spraying off
Reason
Righteousness
Truth above False
Made my way out of a pathless direction
Discovered focus
My compass
To my reachable expectations
With battery to my ego, will and pride
Grew extra battle armor
And kept resurrecting
A hopeful perception
Walking through
Racial tornados
Poverty floods
Depression earthquakes
As well as many loneliness cave ins
To find my road in humanity disasters
Standing out and stronger
Wearing my scar tissue
Cutting through the wind
As I head my way
To liberation
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Ignorance
Foolishness
Selfishness greed
Being like the mass lost living it all away
Partying
Freaking
Working Bleeding
But the choice to be free out weighted settling to me
So I suffered
Cried
Pulled away from all lies
Sought out meaning for this meaningless life
Got cut
Broken
Emotionally and spiritually scarred
Developed a tough skin to stand up to worldly shrapnel shards
Hurt
Pain
I also lost shame
Became of voice of national treason spraying off
Reason
Righteousness
Truth above False
Made my way out of a pathless direction
Discovered focus
My compass
To my reachable expectations
With battery to my ego, will and pride
Grew extra battle armor
And kept resurrecting
A hopeful perception
Walking through
Racial tornados
Poverty floods
Depression earthquakes
As well as many loneliness cave ins
To find my road in humanity disasters
Standing out and stronger
Wearing my scar tissue
Cutting through the wind
As I head my way
To liberation
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
I think of you...
It's beyond obvious what you meant to me
When I hear the word love I think of your name
I see your face when heaven is the subject
Your voice echos in my ears when songs of affection play
What you were to me makes moving on terrifing...
All I think of is who we grew to be
What our lives would have been
The dreams we shared for each other
And the life we planned to build as one
Now I can't dream anymore...
You were my hopes of love
My image of happiness
I smiled for you because you shine on me
You brought light to my endless nights
But you were taken to a better place...
I was left here to become a giant
Full of strength full of pride
You told me to carry on this mission
And find my joy somewhere in this life
But when I imagine moving on all I can do...
Is think of you
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
When I hear the word love I think of your name
I see your face when heaven is the subject
Your voice echos in my ears when songs of affection play
What you were to me makes moving on terrifing...
All I think of is who we grew to be
What our lives would have been
The dreams we shared for each other
And the life we planned to build as one
Now I can't dream anymore...
You were my hopes of love
My image of happiness
I smiled for you because you shine on me
You brought light to my endless nights
But you were taken to a better place...
I was left here to become a giant
Full of strength full of pride
You told me to carry on this mission
And find my joy somewhere in this life
But when I imagine moving on all I can do...
Is think of you
To my moonlight...
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Simple Days
I hate this mess
I've watched my dreams go by with the days
Life role through the nights
Building a wall between emotion and focus
Doing what I've done to get to the same place I've started
Sat back and watch pictures on the walls age
Felt my face grow old and hair gray
While I stood in the sunlight sweating for change
I listened to old people pray for the return of simple days
But realized that is what I wanted to get away from
I broke my back off in a foreign snatch
All for the shake of a moment to forget
Smoked my pay checks quicker than I could transfer them to savings
Mourned the loss of my youth each unfulfilled year
Crapped out tears when I didn't want to
Had sex with frustration because she was my main company
Beat away opportunity thinking it was a trap
Something I learned from what I've lived
Is that nothing is simple while you are alive
No matter how much I hate this I'm not willing to die now
I am too disposed to life
Too strung out of existences
And dying is way to easy
I'm use to the struggle
Addicted to 24/7 aroused by 365
While this just gets harder and fact stays ugly
I will continue to prefer my life to those simple days
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
I've watched my dreams go by with the days
Life role through the nights
Building a wall between emotion and focus
Doing what I've done to get to the same place I've started
Sat back and watch pictures on the walls age
Felt my face grow old and hair gray
While I stood in the sunlight sweating for change
I listened to old people pray for the return of simple days
But realized that is what I wanted to get away from
I broke my back off in a foreign snatch
All for the shake of a moment to forget
Smoked my pay checks quicker than I could transfer them to savings
Mourned the loss of my youth each unfulfilled year
Crapped out tears when I didn't want to
Had sex with frustration because she was my main company
Beat away opportunity thinking it was a trap
Something I learned from what I've lived
Is that nothing is simple while you are alive
No matter how much I hate this I'm not willing to die now
I am too disposed to life
Too strung out of existences
And dying is way to easy
I'm use to the struggle
Addicted to 24/7 aroused by 365
While this just gets harder and fact stays ugly
I will continue to prefer my life to those simple days
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Pineapple Juice
Sweet with her mean sting
That's even worst after she knows you've been popped in the mouth
I watched her walk toward me
And I've heard of her ways
How she eats you up
Burns you in her gut then shits you out
But if she loves
She nourishes you
Keeping you alive on your island in the middle of the life
She kept her steps solid with her shoulder back strut
I somewhat loved her worldly attitude
Her "Give me mines or fuck off" face
Hands on her waist
Climb on her back if you wanna
And get bucked off hard
Because carries no one
Within a moment of day dreaming about her walk and ways
She was in my area
Her scent crawled in my nose
Her eyes shined blinding me
And her necked rolled as my mouth watered
She spoke strong...about something she was mad about
I payed little attention because I was in her, in my head
She pointed her finger, I thought about licking it
She saw the screaming wasn't working and it wasn't my fault
So she asked for her money back
Without arguing I handed her, her cash
She began to turn but she looked into me
I was smiling
She couldn't help but smile too
"I'm sorry for yelling at you because it wasn't your fault sweety"
I shock my head saying nothing
Just trying to keep my eye's in her's
Then as she walked off and I notice that tattoo
The thing that gave her that name
What we all knew her by
The tattoo of a pineapple on her ankle.....
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
That's even worst after she knows you've been popped in the mouth
I watched her walk toward me
And I've heard of her ways
How she eats you up
Burns you in her gut then shits you out
But if she loves
She nourishes you
Keeping you alive on your island in the middle of the life
She kept her steps solid with her shoulder back strut
I somewhat loved her worldly attitude
Her "Give me mines or fuck off" face
Hands on her waist
Climb on her back if you wanna
And get bucked off hard
Because carries no one
Within a moment of day dreaming about her walk and ways
She was in my area
Her scent crawled in my nose
Her eyes shined blinding me
And her necked rolled as my mouth watered
She spoke strong...about something she was mad about
I payed little attention because I was in her, in my head
She pointed her finger, I thought about licking it
She saw the screaming wasn't working and it wasn't my fault
So she asked for her money back
Without arguing I handed her, her cash
She began to turn but she looked into me
I was smiling
She couldn't help but smile too
"I'm sorry for yelling at you because it wasn't your fault sweety"
I shock my head saying nothing
Just trying to keep my eye's in her's
Then as she walked off and I notice that tattoo
The thing that gave her that name
What we all knew her by
The tattoo of a pineapple on her ankle.....
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Definition (12)
I am when wrong is paid off with a hand of chances
Giving away malice to respect
When LOVE over takes RAGE
I take you to a better place
Pulling you from holding pain against another
I redeem the sorrowful
I reinstate honor to the remorseful crocked
Pass hope to the demonized
Restore faith in the betrayer
Blow air into the lungs of the suffocating
When the worlds weight hasn't been moved from their chest
But in all my reverence
In all my peaceful solutions
With every once of my being
You cross me again you will lose me forever
Because I never forget
I am what they ask for when they are on their knees
I am FORGIVNESS
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Giving away malice to respect
When LOVE over takes RAGE
I take you to a better place
Pulling you from holding pain against another
I redeem the sorrowful
I reinstate honor to the remorseful crocked
Pass hope to the demonized
Restore faith in the betrayer
Blow air into the lungs of the suffocating
When the worlds weight hasn't been moved from their chest
But in all my reverence
In all my peaceful solutions
With every once of my being
You cross me again you will lose me forever
Because I never forget
I am what they ask for when they are on their knees
I am FORGIVNESS
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Raped
Snatched and pull into the back alley of the west
Slapped around "Shut the fuck up bitch"
Strapped down as the stripping was happening
They pulled her down not even holding her mouth quiet
Something about her screams gave them that power rush
Putting rock to their cock as they positioned for her ass hole
Wrapping their hands around her neck
They told her she didn’t have a name
That she wasn’t human that she was to be used in this way
Altered her memories fucked away her religion
Put a mirror in her face and made her see herself as ugly
Beat her and her tainted offspring
Told them the lighter their skin the better they are
Left her memories of the rape in their minds
Watched others join the train
Made her like it telling her this is good for her
"This is your introduction to civilization"
As they bled her pussy cancerous
Beat her with her own children and told them to fight and kill each other
Forced her to abort the wrong child
Called the brightest of the bunch criminals
Took all she had and gave her less
Permed her hair and smiled as she got skinny with her swollen belly
All her children could do then was watch their mother weep
As she wept at their funerals
Bath in their ashes and sleep in their graves
Even her own began to rape her trying to fit in
Others decided to shun her screaming they're not from her
Watching in pain with others I cried for our mother
Instead of allowing me to pity her she told me something
Screamed it in my soul from way across he water
She said clearing her throat of dried cum and psychological pain
"Don't cry for me and our pain, stand and do something
Keep us protect and go out and help others
Most of all believe in us
Stand strong stop the rape
Take away the pain"
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Slapped around "Shut the fuck up bitch"
Strapped down as the stripping was happening
They pulled her down not even holding her mouth quiet
Something about her screams gave them that power rush
Putting rock to their cock as they positioned for her ass hole
Wrapping their hands around her neck
They told her she didn’t have a name
That she wasn’t human that she was to be used in this way
Altered her memories fucked away her religion
Put a mirror in her face and made her see herself as ugly
Beat her and her tainted offspring
Told them the lighter their skin the better they are
Left her memories of the rape in their minds
Watched others join the train
Made her like it telling her this is good for her
"This is your introduction to civilization"
As they bled her pussy cancerous
Beat her with her own children and told them to fight and kill each other
Forced her to abort the wrong child
Called the brightest of the bunch criminals
Took all she had and gave her less
Permed her hair and smiled as she got skinny with her swollen belly
All her children could do then was watch their mother weep
As she wept at their funerals
Bath in their ashes and sleep in their graves
Even her own began to rape her trying to fit in
Others decided to shun her screaming they're not from her
Watching in pain with others I cried for our mother
Instead of allowing me to pity her she told me something
Screamed it in my soul from way across he water
She said clearing her throat of dried cum and psychological pain
"Don't cry for me and our pain, stand and do something
Keep us protect and go out and help others
Most of all believe in us
Stand strong stop the rape
Take away the pain"
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Smok`em Out
Nigga Nigga Kill Kill
I heard this too much from our own mouths
Smoking blunts
Scream stupid junk
I heard my people calling themselves Nigga
Saying its our word
As if we made it for ourselves
To show the hate for ourselves
You can almost yell the word loud and proud
And watch as 5 to 10 Nigga's turn to their new name
I want to cry when I hear this
When I see this response
Hug my people with my arms stretched to the four corners
But then I realized they claim this
Because their cornered
This is all they know in some cases
All they've heard
This is their name
This is who they are
And I wish to cry for them
But what's the use of crying when I can help stop the dying
So I'm doing more than just trying to change this problem
It's time to smoke out the virus
Kill Kill of the niggatude
Pull my family b(L)ack together
Tie us b(L)ack together
Cornrow us b(L)ack to one if need be
But first I have to start with my area
Smoke`em out
Bring `em to the open
Re-educate `emSave `em
Honor `em
Respect `em
Love `em
Because `em mine
My Nigga's NO
My brothas
My Sistahs
My Peoples
Smok`em out
Out back to who we are
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
I heard this too much from our own mouths
Smoking blunts
Scream stupid junk
I heard my people calling themselves Nigga
Saying its our word
As if we made it for ourselves
To show the hate for ourselves
You can almost yell the word loud and proud
And watch as 5 to 10 Nigga's turn to their new name
I want to cry when I hear this
When I see this response
Hug my people with my arms stretched to the four corners
But then I realized they claim this
Because their cornered
This is all they know in some cases
All they've heard
This is their name
This is who they are
And I wish to cry for them
But what's the use of crying when I can help stop the dying
So I'm doing more than just trying to change this problem
It's time to smoke out the virus
Kill Kill of the niggatude
Pull my family b(L)ack together
Tie us b(L)ack together
Cornrow us b(L)ack to one if need be
But first I have to start with my area
Smoke`em out
Bring `em to the open
Re-educate `emSave `em
Honor `em
Respect `em
Love `em
Because `em mine
My Nigga's NO
My brothas
My Sistahs
My Peoples
Smok`em out
Out back to who we are
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Watching
I feel the eyes on the back of my neck
I walk around looking for what I need
Seeing what else is there that I will come for the next time
But I feel the eyes on me
The cold electric eye in the corner
The mirror wobbling the view directed on me
Closer and closer I feel the breathing on my neck
I feel the eyes on me peering for my heart
Trying to make me run
Scaring me into confessions of my blackness
I stumble over their idea's of me
The wishful thinking of my crimminality
The self-destructive tendencies of my skin
I feel the eyes in my hair
Stabbing at my brown eyes
Biting at my fast twich muscles
They watch my hands expecting them to be sticky
Instead I walk to the counter
Reaching into my pockect their eyes widen
Their fear stricken silence as I pull my load weapon
I cock back the cover of my wallet pulling my money
BANG BANG I fire off exact change for my bottle of water
Take my reciept in my bag and walk from the store
They felt like they were watching me
Having me under their watchful eyes
But the thing they fail to notice is
That the whole time they watched me
I was watching them...
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
I walk around looking for what I need
Seeing what else is there that I will come for the next time
But I feel the eyes on me
The cold electric eye in the corner
The mirror wobbling the view directed on me
Closer and closer I feel the breathing on my neck
I feel the eyes on me peering for my heart
Trying to make me run
Scaring me into confessions of my blackness
I stumble over their idea's of me
The wishful thinking of my crimminality
The self-destructive tendencies of my skin
I feel the eyes in my hair
Stabbing at my brown eyes
Biting at my fast twich muscles
They watch my hands expecting them to be sticky
Instead I walk to the counter
Reaching into my pockect their eyes widen
Their fear stricken silence as I pull my load weapon
I cock back the cover of my wallet pulling my money
BANG BANG I fire off exact change for my bottle of water
Take my reciept in my bag and walk from the store
They felt like they were watching me
Having me under their watchful eyes
But the thing they fail to notice is
That the whole time they watched me
I was watching them...
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2008
Definition (10)
I am the Killer of races
Fucker of nations
Burner of bridges
Smoke of potential
I am the reason why some just won’t make it
I am the reason others get ahead
I was built to keep certain powers in place
While keeping the masses from growing
I am weakness turned viral
Strength used improper
If I am not corrected I can do more than just one nation harm
I am oppression
Jalili B. Jimiyu[
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Fucker of nations
Burner of bridges
Smoke of potential
I am the reason why some just won’t make it
I am the reason others get ahead
I was built to keep certain powers in place
While keeping the masses from growing
I am weakness turned viral
Strength used improper
If I am not corrected I can do more than just one nation harm
I am oppression
Jalili B. Jimiyu[
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
Definition (11)
I am the escape to righteousness
The feeling of free flight
Being held to one destiny
The rise to victory
The beat down of conquest
The last straw before enough is taken
The reaction to being told to surrender
I am the run to sanctuary
The loving existence
The hopeful exuberance
I am what the fight is all about
I am Liberation
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
The feeling of free flight
Being held to one destiny
The rise to victory
The beat down of conquest
The last straw before enough is taken
The reaction to being told to surrender
I am the run to sanctuary
The loving existence
The hopeful exuberance
I am what the fight is all about
I am Liberation
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted 2008
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