My Blank pages fill themselves often
With words of misunderstanding
As I try to explain life’s worth in a few lines
I hide my inner mind behind colorful blank covers
With a chosen name etched on the inside page
Claiming ownership of these emotions
Some we all share as we try to find clarity in the ever clouding air
I wish for shackles to control my thoughts even though
Chaotic peace is what I really need
In hopes that I might scream with no control over my mouth
The wisdom I have tried to find in the messages of others
And for the first time feel the truth behind the visions of my own view
From there lift the folks of the story to the plain of reason
But plot lines tend to get lost as the story starts its raging rushing reign
Killing the point of everything just imagined
Leaving nothing but confusion in the words with me forever transfixed in desire
Once again my blank pages fill themselves often
With words of misunderstanding
As I try to explain life’s worth in a few lines
In these notebooks
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Body Copy
I dress like you to look like him
And I read her words to think like them
I ea their food to share select taste
Swallowing it down with some ones else’s liquid choice
I listen to unthinking fit in music
As I work out to fit who knows model of health
Doing some guys exercise plan
To possibly flex my way into some lady’s pants
Watch a little media views
To share the same mainstream blues
From being slapped around by filtered half ass news
And turn my cheek again offering up another
“Well that’s how life looms”
Still I turn over and sleep on the lie
On some cheap but comfortable sheets
Dream my own un-lead fantasies
Of my vision of FREE yet reached
Due to the fact of being part of the
Mass human body copy
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
And I read her words to think like them
I ea their food to share select taste
Swallowing it down with some ones else’s liquid choice
I listen to unthinking fit in music
As I work out to fit who knows model of health
Doing some guys exercise plan
To possibly flex my way into some lady’s pants
Watch a little media views
To share the same mainstream blues
From being slapped around by filtered half ass news
And turn my cheek again offering up another
“Well that’s how life looms”
Still I turn over and sleep on the lie
On some cheap but comfortable sheets
Dream my own un-lead fantasies
Of my vision of FREE yet reached
Due to the fact of being part of the
Mass human body copy
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Definition (29)
I'm the tick in your mind
The Rattle in your mental
The stretch of your thinking
I am the vision behind your eyes
I am the scheme of a dream
The thought of a plot
The memory of the future
I'm the plan before the power
I am a BRAINSTORM
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted © 2009
The Rattle in your mental
The stretch of your thinking
I am the vision behind your eyes
I am the scheme of a dream
The thought of a plot
The memory of the future
I'm the plan before the power
I am a BRAINSTORM
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted © 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Mother Earth
I never really noticed her
Though she was always there
Waking me in the morning turning my window to her sun
Put me to bed at night turning down the lights
Rocked me gently as she turned
Gave me different times to appreciate her changes
Was cold to me to make me seek the warmth of hugs
And made me notice her daughters when she brought heat
Causing all of us to dress less
She brought the winds and the rain to keep us inside together
Showed us what miracles were when brought us new life to love
And helped us grow when things changed and were so harsh
Unknowing she loved me giving me everything I needed
Didn’t ask for anything in return as I took from her
But I notice her now
She’s cold and she’s usually so warm
Her tears come down so hard and I don’t know why
But I know she still wants to smile at me
So as I walk on the land she gave us now paved and hardened
She sends some light my way to tell me that I am still loved
*Take care of her because she’s been taking care of us*
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Though she was always there
Waking me in the morning turning my window to her sun
Put me to bed at night turning down the lights
Rocked me gently as she turned
Gave me different times to appreciate her changes
Was cold to me to make me seek the warmth of hugs
And made me notice her daughters when she brought heat
Causing all of us to dress less
She brought the winds and the rain to keep us inside together
Showed us what miracles were when brought us new life to love
And helped us grow when things changed and were so harsh
Unknowing she loved me giving me everything I needed
Didn’t ask for anything in return as I took from her
But I notice her now
She’s cold and she’s usually so warm
Her tears come down so hard and I don’t know why
But I know she still wants to smile at me
So as I walk on the land she gave us now paved and hardened
She sends some light my way to tell me that I am still loved
*Take care of her because she’s been taking care of us*
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
With (out) You
I miss you…
But I’m force to live on without you
I can take your memory on with me
But I feel like I will slowly forget you
I experience new things and wish you experience them with me
But at times I just wish I was taken away with you
I see that being without you strengths me
But I feell at times I was abandoned by you
I know it wasn’t you choice
But I just want to hear at least once more your voice
Get a chance to read the new words you write
Smell the familiar scent you give
Touch you the same ways you loved me to feel you
And just lay with you through the night and early in the day
But I know if you were here I wouldn’t be the new me I’ve become
The stronger, bolder, more focused on finding my own wayI miss you I’ll always love you and have a place missing in me for you
But in you passing I’ve become a better person
With and without you
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
But I’m force to live on without you
I can take your memory on with me
But I feel like I will slowly forget you
I experience new things and wish you experience them with me
But at times I just wish I was taken away with you
I see that being without you strengths me
But I feell at times I was abandoned by you
I know it wasn’t you choice
But I just want to hear at least once more your voice
Get a chance to read the new words you write
Smell the familiar scent you give
Touch you the same ways you loved me to feel you
And just lay with you through the night and early in the day
But I know if you were here I wouldn’t be the new me I’ve become
The stronger, bolder, more focused on finding my own wayI miss you I’ll always love you and have a place missing in me for you
But in you passing I’ve become a better person
With and without you
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Lost FOUND
Watch me tentatively as I lose my mind
Duck when my voice starts swinging wildly
The words of spasms for the realization of ages
That the light is the darkness that tends cloud the of living
And on any given Sunday many forget reverence and opt for drowning
In the wells of hell dwelling with shells of the word
YES YOU HEARD a trumpet sound but you thought it was your phone
And when you answered you accepted the call of worldly holds
Bold with nothingness and the hopes that faith will get you to heave alone
Religion solo isn’t what will make you happy
Happiness itself can’t take you to bliss
And bliss is meaningless when you in this life by yourself
Caught up in the idea that you too “HOLY” for most
Boasting of your relationship with GOD but isn’t it funny you still feel alone
You need others to have bliss
You need others to be happy with
And if you need religion it should be a part of life and not you as a part of it
So when you find GOD and you start praying for a mate
You need to check your attitude and begin to FIND YOURSELF
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Duck when my voice starts swinging wildly
The words of spasms for the realization of ages
That the light is the darkness that tends cloud the of living
And on any given Sunday many forget reverence and opt for drowning
In the wells of hell dwelling with shells of the word
YES YOU HEARD a trumpet sound but you thought it was your phone
And when you answered you accepted the call of worldly holds
Bold with nothingness and the hopes that faith will get you to heave alone
Religion solo isn’t what will make you happy
Happiness itself can’t take you to bliss
And bliss is meaningless when you in this life by yourself
Caught up in the idea that you too “HOLY” for most
Boasting of your relationship with GOD but isn’t it funny you still feel alone
You need others to have bliss
You need others to be happy with
And if you need religion it should be a part of life and not you as a part of it
So when you find GOD and you start praying for a mate
You need to check your attitude and begin to FIND YOURSELF
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I don’t care about yesterday
Before you go into explaining the you YOU once were
Or how you got so scar or that scar
I just want to let you know that I don’t care about yesterday
Because right here right now is all that matters to me
I don’t care where you learned that
Who taught it to you
Or if you did do that with some other people
Just as long as you keep doing it to me
I don’t care who hurt you because now that I’m here
I won’t let them hurt you again
Know that I will never do what they did or anything worst
ONLY BETTER
And as long as they didn’t give you any
Deadly
Or
Painful
Or
Unsightly gifts that I can catch from you
Otherwise yesterday is just THE PAST
We all have actions, things, people from long or short ago
That we wish we didn’t have a part of
But as long as they made you a better persons
Some on that makes me glad to give a turd
About last Monday, two months ago or 2002
I’m happy to tell you repeatedly
(This is the last time thought)
I DON’T CARE ABOUT YESTERDAY…and neither should you
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
Or how you got so scar or that scar
I just want to let you know that I don’t care about yesterday
Because right here right now is all that matters to me
I don’t care where you learned that
Who taught it to you
Or if you did do that with some other people
Just as long as you keep doing it to me
I don’t care who hurt you because now that I’m here
I won’t let them hurt you again
Know that I will never do what they did or anything worst
ONLY BETTER
And as long as they didn’t give you any
Deadly
Or
Painful
Or
Unsightly gifts that I can catch from you
Otherwise yesterday is just THE PAST
We all have actions, things, people from long or short ago
That we wish we didn’t have a part of
But as long as they made you a better persons
Some on that makes me glad to give a turd
About last Monday, two months ago or 2002
I’m happy to tell you repeatedly
(This is the last time thought)
I DON’T CARE ABOUT YESTERDAY…and neither should you
Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009
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