The Loop

Again
Again
Again
Over
And over
And over
Again
One positive
To begin a line of negative
One step forward
Just to stumble back again
Again
Again
Again
Over
And over
And over
Again

Jalili B. Jimiyu
Yeah it's copyrighted 2011

Wondering

I took a moment to sit and think

What I found out from my thoughts was nothing

Just a voice

Something I heard without a sound

Just my breathing and ears ring from listening to silence

I went out on the journey of clearing my mind

To try to find some answers to my questions

But I soon forgot my question

Also I lost my need for an answer

I just heard nothing

Just a voice

Something I heard without a sound

Just my breathing and ears ring from listening to silence

I wonder why I forgot all my thoughts

Was because I was trying to listen to something

Or was it just nothing

Something from the inside

Or was it

Just a voice

Something I heard without a sound

Just my breathing and ears ring from listening to silence

Jalili B. Jimiyu

Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2010

Definition (Finally)

I am the moon and the sun

The story and the teller

The high end of the low

The theory lost in conspiracy

I am the blanket for warmth

The nude in the heat

The lost found in the answer

The dancer in the wall flower

I am the hope of the fall

The rise of us all

The balls the speak freely

The lack of shame when you’re needy

I bleed out harmony when stuck with chaos

I am the reason for knowledge

The causes of war

The will to forget

The blank stare in the face of truth

I’m sick with prosperity

I die from lack of destiny

And I live after being all that I can be

I’m seen with shut lids

Missed with wide eyes

Time imitating art

And in the dark I’m bright

I am what is to be when being is all there is

I am THE DEFINITION OF LIFE

Jalili B. Jimiyu

Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2010

The Book of Blah

Never was it said that I don’t believe in God
I just don’t believe in God’s abuse by man
The bastradization of stories transformed into law
The hell carried out by those trying to get to heaven
All the empty lessons that end with contradictions
The saying that “God has a plan”
So do you mean that our “choice” is not our decision?
Or people saying that “God made me that way”
As to say that since they don’t have any control of whatever
The just won’t take ownership of their actions

I prefer to think in a way that God was merely just the beginning
And if God doesn’t like what we’ve become God will most likely bring the end
But in the mean time all the world is our story
We have to write the plot
Forcing us to hold the power
Deal with all the glory
And demand that we choose what our place is in life’s story

Jalili B. Jimiyu

Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2010

Intended Suspension

Give me some lined paper
And I’ll crank out a message
Possibly a lesson
Words to live by coming from a purpose to die for
Inside I kept my thoughts locked away
But thankfully today they’ve seeped their way
Through my nerves endings sending
Tingles to my finger tips
Etching out what’s been burning my lips
Something I wanted to say
So with paper, pen, and letters I play
Writing what some will never say
Others won’t want to hear
In fear they’ll stop their sneers
And learn something that makes them
Think freely and in the end freeing me
From my writing halt caused by
An intended suspension to give my thoughts
Time to collect until there’s no room to store them
Now I’ll pour them pour on a page
Let them evaporate into your eyes causing storms over your brain
Raining down a new perception
Then together we’ll co-opt our thoughts and feed the world
With an organic message

Jalili B. Jimiyu

Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2010

I find myself

I find myself
Mad, for no reason other than I don’t have what I want and no knowledge of how to get it

I find myself
Lost, not knowing where to get it would be easier if I even knew where I was

I find myself
Drifting, with no way to stop or to even change my momentum and its becoming regular that motion sickness is my illness

I find myself
Trapped, and I have no recollection of how I got here or how to get out most strange is how I got caught

I find myself
Wondering what this life is all about why can there be so many doubts but very few concrete answers

I find myself thinking about the world around me
Why things are so wrong
And how to fix the mistakes
I’ve been told to rely on faith
Or just leave the thoughts alone
Think about my own
But what goes on around us
Affects us all right here
“Can’t we all get along” Nah but we can leave each other alone
Let peace live in peace
And stop invoking the beast
In the end I find myself trying to fix the worlds mess

Jalili B. Jimiyu

Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009

Definition 30…something

I am the comeback
The never left
Took a break now have some cobwebs to shack
I am the return of the gangster
The feeling of returning back home
I’m the energy shake
I am the missing replaced
The addition of power
The magnification of desire
I am the beginning of the new that was once old but fresh again

I am REJUVINATION

Jalili B. Jimiyu

Yeah it’s copyrighted © 2009